FRIEND...

I'm being pulled up
Pulled apart and put down
you try to blame me
thinking u hv a fool to crown.
Im keeping silent
im being wise
And staying out of your way
Im makling sure you get no one to blame.

Asking questions,telling tales
Was there a day you didnt lie?
Feeling dirty. feeling betrayed
Never had to say im a fool till today.
Courteous and kind, but smart and safe,
Tahts a game most people play.
Now i know why they would say
ignorance is bliss,you should keep it that way.

You make me so angry
When you think you can say
Anything you feel like and treat me that way!
Dining with the enemy,
trusting them with what you may!
Keeping mum when they have mean things to say.
If thats what a friend is to you
Make sure you dont let them know
The games you're playing with them and the foe!!!

ALL A DREAM

m making a decision,
Right now to decide!
Is a situation easy to survive?
Im seeing clearly what youre trying to do..
First u stab me
Then act like you havent a clue!
You be all teary eyed
Sometimes making me doubt myself
Then you go back to being yourself!

Youre building walls
Youre building them tall!
Then you behave like youre the earthquake thats making them fall!!
I see through your fissad,
I see who you really are!
Im cleaver to know
That when it came to you and I
Its our friendship you destroyed and my faith you have forever lost!

SUNSHINE

The Sun, so bright, she crept into my window, onto my pillow upto my eyes..She greets me with warmth and reminds me she is there by my side! Stretching and waking, I look out the window wondering how long she wil stay today. 'Cause once she is gone its so dark, forlorn! and the night is so breezy,so long!
She reminds me of love and the warmth that it brings like the days she is bright,so strong! And when the storm hits, no matter how hard, I'm positive it WILL pass and then she will shine all over again.......

For all the happy sun-shiny ppl!!

LETTER TO ZARA

I'm making a wolrd for you, full of love, family and me. A World you want to breath in, explore and be in! I'll leave alot of pictures by your side and a guitar for you to play, a bunch of toys and the quilt i had as a child. I'll make alot of cakes and try to bake you a pie! I'll take you to hills,over the ocean and the city i grew up in. I'll keep you by my side,dream dreams into your eyes and watch you grow. I'll sow character in you and plant a song in you heart to guide you. Your beleifs will be your own,your thoughts too! ...But child your future is unseen and your destiny unknown but i will be there always to protect you. Protection from every evil word and from every heart-break i will keep you. You will one day fall inlove and leave me but this letter you shall always keep. One day all dusty you will find it and open it and read it. Tears will fall from your eyes and you will remember everytime i spent with you. Read it to her Zara and fill her eyes with dreams,her heart with a song and her soul with thoughts. Protect her like i did you and keep her ever close.
Love her like i once loved you.


kimberley

ALL FOR A PRAYER

An answer i got
All for a prayer
I thought you'd been lying
When you said u'll always be there!
An error in judgement
A devils whisper in the ear
And then i lost you
All for fear!

you slipped away tear by tear
But i made u stay,tore u away
From the ones you loved
Though, now wishing i had given you up.

IF.........

If its a side to take,
then its a heart you'll break!
Its a will you fight
Always trying to be by side...

If its my hand you'll hold
Its my fate turned to gold...
Its my luck you stay,
But its my fate to pay..

When they come calling
You'll have to go
safe in their custody
away from home..

Then fate plays a wicked game
He takes you away
Twice in this lifetime
never to be seen again

Smiling a twisted grin
he says 'it was never ever meant to be kim'